I want to be heard. I'm in a frustrated place in my life, and I'm tired of taking out my frustration and rage on other people. Writing my thoughts, really helps to get the anger out and I want people to see that all life is not perfect. I put on a show on the outside, but my inside is rottening away. Yes people may say that I'm blessed, and trust me I never deny that, I thankful for the Lord for that, I have wonderful parents, wonderful sisters, I fly back and forth alot, I get almost everything I want, I have the most motivational, determinational family in this world, thats my backbone for pushing me to be the best that I can be! I love my life, but yet I just need a way to jump out of this so-called perfect skin once in a while and open my eyes to the REAL Ash! I'm good!!!