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VIDEO:
I
Won't
Love
You
to
Death:
The
Story
of
Mario
and
His
Mom
(6
of
6)
This
documentary
special
presents
an
intimate
look
into
the
life
of
Grammy-nominated
R&B
singer
Mario
as
he
courageously
opens
up
about
his
personal
battle
with
his
mother's
heroin
addiction.
by
thinkMTV
on Oct 21,2007
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havehope33
359 days ago
hey
mario
i
cryed
when
i
seen
the
program
because
my
mom
has
been
on
drugs
since
i
was
young.I
wanted
to
hug
you
and
let
you
know
your
not
alone
im
a
huge
fan
of
yours
no
matter
whats
going
on
in
your
life
i
simply
love
you
and
your
music
theres
so
much
i
have
to
say
your
so
far
away
but
it's
o.k
i'll
love
you
anyways.God
bless
u
and
your
mom.Sincerely
aletha
crisy13
359 days ago
well
i
liv
in
the
uk
n
it
seems
that
i
cnt
access
any
videos
on
this
tie,it
keeps
say
VIDEO
NOT
ACCESSABLE
CAN
SUM1
HELP
ME?
AE
THE
VIDEOS
JUS
4
PPL
OTUSIDE
THE
UK???
BigMekia31
359 days ago
Hi
Mario,
I
watched
your
life
documentary
on
mtv
last
night
and
was
very
sad
for
you
because
I
also
know
how
it
feel's.
My
father
that
I
grew
up
without
has
been
an
addict
for
30
years
now
and
I
have
not
seen
him
in
about
15
years,
I
can't
even
find
him.
With
prayer
and
faith
God
can
change
anything.
Also
I'm
one
of
your
biggest
fans
from
your
hometown
Baltimore.
I
know
how
hard
living
in
the
inner
city
is
for
our
young
black
males
and
I
hope
when
my
9
year
old
son
gets
older
I'll
be
very
proud
of
him
like
your
mother
is
of
you.
Tell
your
mother
keep
the
faith
and
may
God
Bless
you
both.
IMISSMYFATHER
358 days ago
HELLO:MARIO,
I`M
SITTING
HERE
ON
THA
COMPUTER
WAITING
WHILE
MY
HEART
BEATS
FASTER
AND
FASTER
AS
I
TRY
AND
LOGIN
ON
TO
THIS
WEB
SITE
,,THE
REASON
FOR
THIS
LETTER
IS
TO
TELL
MARIO
I
UNDERSTAND
WHAT
U
HAVE
BEEN
GOING
THROUGH.
I
AM
26YRS
OLD
NOW
WITH
TWO
BEAUTIFUL
BOYZ
AND
A
FULL
TIME
JOB
AND
I
AM
START
COLLEGE
IN
JANUARY
TO
BECOME
A
(RN),
I
AM
SITTING
HERE
CRING
JUST
WRITING
THIS
I
HAVE
NEVER
EVER
TOLD
THIS
TO
ANYONE
BUT
I
FEEL
AS
IF
I
AM
GOING
TO
BURST
OPEN
IF
I
DONT,,
I
AM
THE
YOUGEST
OF
THREE
CHILDREN
WITH
A
MOTHER
AND
A
FATHER
WHO
WERE
ON
DRUGS
ALMOST
ALL
MY
LIFE,,
THANK
GOD
MY
MOTHER
HAS
BEEN
IN
RECOVERY
FOR
13YRS
AND
NOW
,,
,,,THANK
GOD
BUT
ON
THE
OTHER
HAND
I
HAVE
TO
RAISE
TWO
SON`S!!!!!
THAT
CANT
UNDERSTAND
THAT
GRANDPA
WAS
ONCE
HERE
BUT
NOW
HE
IS
GONE,,
MY
FATHER
THE
NIGHT
OF
SEPTEMBER-27-2004
HAD
DINNER
AND
WENT
TO
THE
BATHROOM???????
AND
NEVER
CAME
OUT!!!!!
ALL
I
KNOW
I
RECIEVED
A
CALL
AT
1:00
AM
AND
WHEN
I
HEARD
THE
PHONE
RING
I
ALREADY
KNEW
IT
WAS
MY
FATHER
THAT
HAD
DIED
,,
MY
MOTHER
WAS
ON
THE
PHONE
AND
SHE
COULDN`T
EVEN
SPEAK
BUT
I
SAID
MOMMY
I
KNOW
IT
IS
DADDY
(CRYING
AND
SCREAMING
)
HE
IS
DEAD,
HE
IS
DEAD
OH
MY
GOD
,
WHY
,
WHAT
DID
I
DO
WRONG,,
ALL
I
COULD
DO
IS
PACK
MY
BAGS
AND
MAKE
IT
DOWN
TO
NY...AS
FAST
AS
I
COULD
IN
THE
DAYZ
NOT
REALIZING
WHAT
IS
LEFT
FROM
RIGHT
..I
DEEP
INSIDE
MY
HEART
COULDN`T
UNDERSTAND
AND
DIDNT
WANT
TO
UNDERSTAND
THAT
MY
FATHER
WAS
DEAD,,...
BUT
AT
THE
FUNERAL
EVERYONE
SAID
THAT
HE
HAD
DIED
FROM
A
HEART
ATTACK,,,,,,,,,BUT
I
SAID
(TO
MY
SELF)
HELL
NO
HE
DIDN
T
HE
DIED
FROM
AN
OVERDOSE
,,
I
FELT
MY
FATHER`S
PAIN
ALL
THE
TIME
HE
TRIED
TO
STOP
BUT
HE
COULDNT
HE
WAS
IN
SO
MUCH
PAIN
THAT
HE
COULDNT
DO
WITH
OUT
THIS
DRUG,(EVEN
THOUGH
HE
TOLD
ME
HE
HAD
STOPPED),,
THE
DAY
I
BURIED
MY
FATHER
WAS
THE
DAY
THAT
HE
WAS
SUPPOSE
TO
MOVE
WITH
ME
TO
P.A.
....I
WAS
MY
FATHERS
BACK
BONE,,
I
WAS
HIS
BEST
FRIEND,,
I
LOVE
HIM
SO
MUCH
THAT
I
TRY
AND
BLOCK
HIS
EXISTANCE
OUT
OF
MY
MIND
B-CUZ
ONCE
I
THINK
OF
HIM
I
CANT
STOP
THE
FLOW
OF
TEARS
THAT
POUR
OUT
OF
MY
EYES
(RIGHT
NOW),,
SO
I
RECEIVED
THE
CALL
FROM
THE
AUTOPSY
AND
MY
WORST
FEARS
OF
HAVING
TO
SAY
MY
FATHER
DIED
OF
A
DRUG
OVERDOSE
CAME
TRUE
,,....BUT
ME
AND
MY
BROTHER
MADE
A
BET
THAT
WE
WOULDNT
TELL
ANYONE
THE
TRUTH
TO
WHY
OUR
FATHER
HAD
DIED
BECUZ
OF
THE
SHAME
WE
HAD,,,,
NOW
I
BROKE
THE
PROMISE
BUT
I
DID
IT
FOR
A
GOOD
REASON
B
CUZ
I
CANT
HOLD
IT
IN
ANYMORE,,,
I
FELT
THAT
UR
SHOW
HAS
TOUCHED
ME
STRAIGHT
TO
MY
HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT
IF
I
COULD
HAVE
DONE
IT
ALL
OVER
AGAIN
I
WOULD
HAVE
DONE
THE
SAME
THING
U
HAVE
DONE
,,
B
CUZ
NO
ONE
CAN
EVER
REPLACE
UR
MOTHER
AND
OR
UR
FATHER,,.....
U
HAVE
THE
MONEY
AND
THE
NETWORK
TO
REACH
OUT
TO
WHOM
EVER
U
PLEASE
BUT
DONT
GIVE
UP
ON
HER
,,,
NOW
MATTER
HOW
MUCH
SHE
MAY
FALL
U
HAVE
TO
BE
HER
BACK
BONE,..PLEASE,,,,
PICK
HER
UP
AND
DO
IT
AGAIN!!!!!!
P.S
THIS
IS
TO
MARIO`S
MOTHER
WITH
ALL
DO
RESPECT,,
I
UNDERSTAND
WHAT
U
HAVE
BEEN
THROUGH
!!!
BUT
NO
MONEY
CAN
EVER
REPLACE
UR
SON`S
MOTHER
,,
I
CRY
AND
CRY
WISHING
I
COULD
JUST
HOLD
MY
FATHER
ONE
LAST
TIME
AND
TELL
HIM
HOW
MUCH
I
LOVE
HIM
AND
HOW
MUCH
I
MISS
MY
BEST
FRIEND
AND
MY
EVERYTHING,,,
SOMETIMES
I
WISH
I
COULD
JUST
GIVE
HIM
THE
BIGGEST
KISS
EVER
,,BUT
IT
IS
ALL
A
WISH
I
CANT!!!!!
SO
PLEASE
UNDERSTAND
WHERE
UR
SON
IS
COMING
FROM
U
WILL
NEVER
EVER
WANT
HIM
TO
HURT
AS
BAD
AS
I
AM
HURTING,,,,
(PEACE
AND
LOVE
MARIO
AND
MOM)
I
KNOW
IT
WASNT
EASY
REVEALING
UR
FAMILY
SECRET
MARIO
BUT
I
THANK
YOU
FROM
THA
BOTTOM
OF
MY
HEART,
BECUZ
U
HAVE
TOUCH
ME
AND
CAN
ONLY
IMAGINE
WHO
ELSE
U
HAVE
TOUCHED,,,,
SINCERELY
ONEST
I
MISS
MY
FATHER
meiracull
357 days ago
WOW...God
is
good.
(keep
doing
what
you
were
made
to
do)
sodom
356 days ago
Greetings,
I
am
a
Sophomore
@
Fayetteville
State
Uninversity
and
in
my
Drug
Education
class
we
watch
the
clips
today.
I
related
in
so
many
ways
with
the
clips
and
Mario
life.
I
have
went
through
and
experience
this
before.
Accept
is
wasn't
my
mom
it
was
my
father.
Man,
you
are
not
alone.
I
really
felt
you
on
the
part
where
you
were
like
I'm
not
saying
no
to
you
I
am
saying
no
to
your
addiction.
I
believe
that
is
so
true
because
when
you
love
some
you
want
to
help
them
and
you
dont
want
to
give
up
on
them.
But
it
can
be
so
hard,
painful
and
depressing.
I
have
had
several
days
I
just
hide
my
problems
behind
a
smile
and
pretend
that
nothing
is
wrong.
But
deep
down
in
the
inside
your
hurt
so
bad
and
its
always
in
the
back
of
your
mind.
There
is
not
a
day
that
goes
by
that
you
dont
think
about
it.
I
respect
what
you
did
for
your
mom
that
is
a
true
son
who
cares.
I
wish
her
the
best.
Hope
all
goes
well.
Keep
your
head
up
man
and
know
that
you
are
not
alone.
God
Bless,
Shawn
Odom
cedward8
353 days ago
Hey
Mario
my
name
is
chasity
and
I
attend
Fayetteville
State
University
and
we
watched
your
documentary
in
my
Drug
Education
class.
Your
story
touched
me
in
a
lot
of
different
ways.
Some
people
think
that
just
because
you
are
a
singer
that
you
are
suppose
to
have
this
perfect
past
and
present
but
you
have
showed
everyone
that
you
are
not
perfect
and
that
you
have
family
problems
that
you
are
dealing
with
and
its
okay.
I
can
relate
to
your
story
but
instead
of
my
mother
it’s
my
uncle
that
I’m
very
close
to.
It
really
hurts
when
you
know
that
if
they
keep
doing
what
they
do
that
one
morning
that
might
not
be
here
anymore,
thats
when
their
family
should
step
in
and
get
them
help
just
like
you
did
with
your
mama.
I
am
very
proud
of
you
and
your
mother;
ya’ll
both
need
each
other.
So
keep
your
head
up
and
always
put
god
first
because
with
god
anything
is
possible
take
care,
chasity
hchance14
351 days ago
Hi
my
name
is
Heather;
I
am
a
student
at
Fayetteville
State
University,
and
we
watched
this
documentary
for
a
class.
I
just
wanted
to
tell
you
that
I
think
what
you
did
for
your
mother
takes
true
strength
and
it
shows
how
much
you
really
love
her.
It
also
really
makes
you
think
about
“loving
someone
to
death.”
I
commend
you
for
allowing
the
public
to
see
you
in
your
real
life,
because
when
famous/celebs
do
that
they
prove
that
when
it
comes
down
to
we
all
live
in
the
same
world.
I
also
have
loved
ones
with
addiction
problems.
I
have
lost
my
mother
when
I
was
18months
old,
an
aunt
in
January
of
2007,
and
a
lot
with
close
calls.
It’s
always
hard
to
say
no
to
them
when
they
ask
for
things:
whether
it
is
money,
items,
or
a
ride,
because
you
know
why
they
are
asking.
Even
though
saying
no
is
hard
you
must,
because
it’s
like
you
said
“[Your]
not
saying
no
to
[them]
you’re
saying
no
to
the
addiction,”
but
that’s
not
what
they
convey
it
as.
As
a
child
I
have
went
to
sleep
many
nights
and
woke
up
many
mornings
praying
that
our
own
family
wouldn’t
rob
us
out
of
house
and
home.
Even
when
they
would
try
to
get
clean,
they
would
just
turn
back
to
being
an
addict
because
where
we
are
from
that
is
all
they
know,
and
it
was
just
so
easy
for
them
to
get
access
to
it.
Drugs
and
addiction
has
torn
my
family
apart
just
to
bring
it
back
together
just
to
tear
it
apart.
I
learned
at
a
long
time
ago
that
you
can’t
save
everybody
and
more
importantly
it’s
not
your
job
to;
it’s
your
job
to
pray
for
them
and
their
healing
and
to
speak
the
word
of
God
to
their
spirit,
because
that’s
how
you
help
them.
Also
let
them
know
that
they
are
not
alone
and
it’s
OK
to
feel.
I’m
very
proud
of
you
and
your
mother,
and
good
luck
and
God
Bless.
jbird32
315 days ago
I
JUST
WANTED
TO
SAY
MARIO
I
PRAISE
U
4
STAYING
BY
YOUR
MOMS
SIDE
BECAUSE
MOST
KIDS
WOULD
HAVE
GAVE
UP
ON
THEIR
MOTHER.
REGARDLESS
OF
HER
FLAWS,
THATS
STILL
YOUR
MOM,
IS
WHAT
I
SEEN
U
LIVE
BY!!!
IM
NOT
GONE
SAY
I
NOW
HOW
U
FEEL
CUZ
I
DONT
I
DONT
HOW
IT
FEELS
TO
LIVE
WITOUT
A
MOM
BECAUSE
MINE
WAS
THERE
UNTIL
SHE
JUST
PASSED
2
YRS
AGO
FROM
BREAST
CANCER
BUT
THAT
DONT
COMPARE
TO
YOUR
SITUATUATION.
MAN
I
WANTED
TO
CRY
WHEN
I
WATCHED
IT
AND
YOU
ARE
SOOO
SWEET!!
INEVA
WOULD
HAVE
THOUGHT
B4
THIS
DOCUMENTARY
THAT
YOU
HAD
THAT
PAIN
IN
YOU
CUZ
U
CANT
REALLY
TELL
THROUGH
YOUR
MUSIC
OR
WATCHIN
YOU
ON
TV!!!!
KEEP
UP
THE
GOOD
WORK
MARIO!1LUV
YA!!
alienbluezdude
71 days ago
I
know
about
this
all
too
well,
Mario...
I
found
my
ex-girl
dead
on
the
toilet
from
a
heroin
OD
Peace
to
you
my
friend..
{
o]=====>
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